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Happy 4th yall...I hope you all had a safe and blessed holiday...
As my quarter century hastily approaches, I can't stop myself from having the same re-evaluating thoughts and constantly thinking: It's a funny thing, time. It changes us, it makes us realize, it heals,time after time. Even though I feel blessed and thankful everyday for the mother and family that I have, the upbringing I did and the self-growth I experienced very early on, Life is so cyclical some things you can't escape.
My ex proposed tonight, again. Each time he fights just a little harder. This time he even threw in, "You know you think about it, we should have never broken up." Truth is, who doesn't think about the W's? What if? Why not? Why? When did it go wrong exactly? He went on to say, "I know I know, now I'm that guy, the one you spoke of. Now I'm one of the ones who realizes they fucked up and you were great." Ok now what...
Like I said it's a funny thing time...it's always interesting to see what remains the same when the dust settles. Whether it's a friendship that ended, a relationship, anything.
Time is a very funny thing but one thing is for sure, it always tells exactly what you need to know.
A lil inside mi noggin..
- M.
- Brooklyn, NY, United States
- I'm blunt...and rather observant...DUH that means I should blog! I suffer from, no let me rephrase, I combat living with an AVM on a daily basis. An AVM is an Abnormal Veinous Malformation which affects about 250,000 people in the US (http://www.cumc.columbia.edu/dept/cerebro/AVM.htm#Link8). It affects everyone differently, for me it's caused a constant headache since 2003...litterally. I've been in countless doctors offices, been poked and proded, been through the emotions of being misdiagnosed with a brain tumor. Needless to say, I've been through a lot and not just because of my...let's call it an ailment. Above all I've developed a less than common outlook on life and perception of things.Don't for one minute misconstrue, I'm in no way a victim, I'm self-sufficient almost to a fault and encourage others to turn their weaknesses into empowerment. It builds character and makes for one hell of a screenplay ha! That combined with growing up immersed in a semi-charmed world, and the glitz and glamour of Hollyweird leads to some interesting anecdotes...Here are my thoughts...
1 comments:
sounds cliche but time is really precious..its the one thing you cant take back..that we all go thru..thats immaterial yet so enduring..i think one of the most sacred things is to give someone ur time..shit esp mine..that shit is irreversible..B
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